WHAT IS LOVE?

Your trin to avoid what the heart tells you. But your brain is liven from your hearts impulse's. So its hard to avoid what the heart is feeling when each beat of your heart sends out constant thoughts of the thing your trin to avoid and or forget. So your basically living from your hearts desires. The hearts desire to be need'd and wanted. The heart doesn't want to be loved any more. The heart isn't in search of love any more. To be ridiculed and mock'd by views of love and mock'd emotions all from the search of love. The heart simply doesn't search for it any longer. A sacred treasure, a pleasing thought of just bein needed and wanted now settles the heart better than what love could do for it.

Is it better to be needed and wanted rather than to be just simply loved? Why is it that the concept of accepting love triggers more than it ought to? Why is it that this whole love thing is turn'n into a native language to us all?

That's what I'm starting to belive now tho. That love is turn'n into a native language that we'll never seem to understand properly. One term of love that we only seem to understand and accept (at times) is Gods love for us. But I can't really put Gods love for us into the same category as love it self is in. God loves us more than we belive. If you think I'm lie'n about that, than ask your self "how do I continue to wake up each day" or "how am I able to breath each second" you see Gods love for us isn't just love it self. Heck, we don't even call it love. Gods love for us is call'd agape. That type of love he has for us and in us is greater than that a mother has for her first new only born child, a young man with his dream car, a crackhead with his crack, a hustla for his money. Gods love is extremely complex, only cause we've never had this love, we've never felt this type of love for our selves to explain it to others. In a sense, in my belief, I think its a good thing we can't love the way God does. If we were given that chance, that ability to love the same way God loves us, what kinda crazy miss understood situations could we and or WILL we put our selves into?

Which brings me back to the point I wanted to ask. Why can't we truthfully love rather than falsely present our selves as bein in a mock understandment of love. Has me start thinkin, what is love? There's so many false accusations of knowing what love is but one never seems to be the right one. So, WHAT IS LOVE?