I NEED A TITLE =(
Maybe I'm just not who you want.
Maybe I'm just not who you need.
Maybe I'm just a mock image of someone who's meant for you.
I'm just a subsititue of someone your in search of.
Instead of trin'n to be who I need to be,
Who I HAVE to be.
I'm trin to be who you think you need.
I'm not who I wanna be.
*TISK* but hey,maybe
I'm just fooling myself,
It could be I enjoy hurting myself.
Known that I'm not who I should be,
Cause I'm trin to be who you need.
All just to please you.
Its crazy!
I love you,
And.........
I wanna be everything you need.
But.........
I'm drifting farther away
From who I have to be.
I've disguised who I am,
And I've cloaked myself perfectly from the world.
I've turned my life into a magic show,
And I've turned myself into
An identity that falsely exist
Within my mind
And within yours.
But......
love......,
This love Is confusing.
Possibly damaging
Or plainly severely damaged.
See your my means of existence,
My reason to inhale and exhale.
My main reason to think and act
Act and think.
Make moves around the world
To better our world.
Your my world,
And damn sure my everything.
But your sudden needs
And all your drastic wants,
To change me!!?
Questions your heart
To me.
Is it ME
You want
Or a willing
Participating
Canvas of love to mold?
"It isn't that you fail to appreciate who I am. Its just I've accepted your neglection so much that I've forgotten just who I am and who I truly need to love the most"
Friday, January 23, 2009
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That last lines mad nice
ReplyDeletei really like this a lot!