RANDOMOSITY #13

I wonder sometimes,
Like I actually sit and think.
As to where and possibly how
Our relationship got this way.
I feel as if I'm not wanted for what I should be wanted for.
I feel as if I'm bein used for other needs and wants.
Straight to the point,
I feel as if I'm your bank.
Instead of earning your love.
I feel as tho I'm buying into your every demands.
Is it me you love
Or is it the money I seem to provide for your every desires?
Am I truely yours with no strings attached
Or am I just your WaMu bank?
Instead of mutual feelings to aide me in seeking knowledge as to where we are.
I'm providing you with mutual fundings to please your addictive wants and needs.
Money is more invested in our relationship than love is.
But here's a point I've realized.
Love does coincide in our relationship.
That's the love I have for you and to continue to have just for you.
Than its the love you have for me that exist thru money.

Guess that belief of "cash rules everything around me" Is true. Your love for me is ran by an ignitable material. No matter how much of it I throw in, It just fails to ignite the right way I need it to