Love?
Unexpectedly,
I do.
On my mind
Every second of my life?
Its you.
Pleased to be with you.
Blessed to have you.
All that deals with you,
I entangle my self deep within.
I wrap myself
I indulge myself
In you.
Your like the rarest candy.
The sweetest treat.
Addiction wrapped up in a flawless package.
Amazing for your own good
A blessing to mines.
Criss cross my words
And they still stand strong
On describing my feelings for you
Friday, July 31, 2009
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Randomosity #59
How can I start this off
How can I accidentally
Stumble on to this
Knowing damn well what I'm doin
You know what I'm talking bout
This leading you on ordeal
How do I manage
To pull you in deeper
In this thing
Between us
This thing that does exist
But also doesn't
Its non existing to me
But you strive of off it
Now I shouldn't say it doesn't exist to me
Cause it does
Just not within you
I know that
But I seem to
Come by every once in a while
And make it seem as if it does
You just don't know what your doin
Words you place together
To simply describe the effects I have to you
Do I
Or don't I
Or should I say
Do I care
Or is it that I can careless?
How can I accidentally
Stumble on to this
Knowing damn well what I'm doin
You know what I'm talking bout
This leading you on ordeal
How do I manage
To pull you in deeper
In this thing
Between us
This thing that does exist
But also doesn't
Its non existing to me
But you strive of off it
Now I shouldn't say it doesn't exist to me
Cause it does
Just not within you
I know that
But I seem to
Come by every once in a while
And make it seem as if it does
You just don't know what your doin
Words you place together
To simply describe the effects I have to you
Do I
Or don't I
Or should I say
Do I care
Or is it that I can careless?
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
RANDOMOSITY #48
Fine than.
Go.
Go away.
Run away from what we had.
Feel no remorse
From your guilty pleasure.
You did your dirt
And you figured you'd shower your self in my tears.
Thought it'd wash away your shame,
And cleanse you from your wrongs.
But I'm as strong as stone.
A loose tear won't come from me.
So take what you came with
And make your way out the door.
And out my life.
Your lack of respect for me,
Your neglect to accepting me has proven its strength.
I was nuttin to you from the beginning
And I'm still nuttin to you now.
No gain.
No lost.
So I won't feel any pain
Cause just how I was nuttin to you.
You were nuttin to me.
Nuttin but free time.
Time that needed to be wasted.
So waste away from my life
As time fades it self by.
Go.
Go away.
Run away from what we had.
Feel no remorse
From your guilty pleasure.
You did your dirt
And you figured you'd shower your self in my tears.
Thought it'd wash away your shame,
And cleanse you from your wrongs.
But I'm as strong as stone.
A loose tear won't come from me.
So take what you came with
And make your way out the door.
And out my life.
Your lack of respect for me,
Your neglect to accepting me has proven its strength.
I was nuttin to you from the beginning
And I'm still nuttin to you now.
No gain.
No lost.
So I won't feel any pain
Cause just how I was nuttin to you.
You were nuttin to me.
Nuttin but free time.
Time that needed to be wasted.
So waste away from my life
As time fades it self by.
RANDOMOSITY #40
Think the sun came out to see us today.
It heard the amount of fun we would have at night.
So it got jealous
And figured it'd come out today.
And shine brighter than usual.
It'll look pass,
Glance over,
And Peep thru
All that's in its way of us.
Just to witness you and me.
It makes me think tho.
What has the moon been telling the sun?
"They glow brighter than you.
So you may wanna show up early and see what's goin on."
Or it could be that the moons been telling the sun good things about us.
And the sun wants to shine on us
So that others can witness us.
So that we can stand visible to others.
Stand clear as day
In others views.
Show them what true joy is really about.
But I wanna know
Is the sun jealous of us?
Or is it just helping others out?
It heard the amount of fun we would have at night.
So it got jealous
And figured it'd come out today.
And shine brighter than usual.
It'll look pass,
Glance over,
And Peep thru
All that's in its way of us.
Just to witness you and me.
It makes me think tho.
What has the moon been telling the sun?
"They glow brighter than you.
So you may wanna show up early and see what's goin on."
Or it could be that the moons been telling the sun good things about us.
And the sun wants to shine on us
So that others can witness us.
So that we can stand visible to others.
Stand clear as day
In others views.
Show them what true joy is really about.
But I wanna know
Is the sun jealous of us?
Or is it just helping others out?
A SIMPLE WRITING
She said she wants me to write about her.
She said to show her the love I have for her,
My words need to express the same as we felt
The same night we first expressed our love.
Not in the mind of love making,
But in the mental belief of falling in love.
But my words aren't strong enough to hold my feelings.
All that I'm feeling for her
Is weighing me down
And keeping me grounded.
She said she wants me to put all that within my writing.
She wants me to express all of that within words.
She wants to be able to read my heart when I'm not around.
She wants to lose her breath
And find her self in a fairy tale world
Each time she reads my writing.
I thought she was asking for too much.
I honestly thought she loved my words
More than she loved me.
So I took a piece of paper
Grabbed my pen
And went to work.
I expressed my self the best I could.
I let my heart reign out the best it could.
I gave her what I wrote.
And hoped she'd give me the answer I needed to hear.
Seconds later
She told me its the best thing I ever wrote
"I LOVE YOU"
Was all I ever wrote
She said to show her the love I have for her,
My words need to express the same as we felt
The same night we first expressed our love.
Not in the mind of love making,
But in the mental belief of falling in love.
But my words aren't strong enough to hold my feelings.
All that I'm feeling for her
Is weighing me down
And keeping me grounded.
She said she wants me to put all that within my writing.
She wants me to express all of that within words.
She wants to be able to read my heart when I'm not around.
She wants to lose her breath
And find her self in a fairy tale world
Each time she reads my writing.
I thought she was asking for too much.
I honestly thought she loved my words
More than she loved me.
So I took a piece of paper
Grabbed my pen
And went to work.
I expressed my self the best I could.
I let my heart reign out the best it could.
I gave her what I wrote.
And hoped she'd give me the answer I needed to hear.
Seconds later
She told me its the best thing I ever wrote
"I LOVE YOU"
Was all I ever wrote
GOD HELP US!
God hear our cry
Were here in tough times
I can't even write any more
My mind is overflowing with unneeded
Unwanted information
God help me
God help us
I don't wanna be selfish
So aide us
Show us the light
Cause apprently for some strange reason
Even covered by your blanket of secuirty
I still feel scared
This world isn't what it use to be
People aren't what they seem to be
Words aren't what they use to mean
Not just any ole words
But yours
The words we need to abide by
The words we need to live by
Aren't any longer yours
Pastors are preaching what they want
And people are falsely beliving
This world we're living in has changed
I said it once and I'll say it again
I love this world
But I hate what its become
I pray day and night
But the devil shows his might
His strength is strong
But I know
your power is far greater
I never doubted that
My faith comes from that
This world needs your touch
This world needs your presence
In some way
Shape of any form
Come down unto us
And reform us
Rebuild us
Make us stronger to stand next to you and win this battle
We need you
Death is something we can't avoid
But should death be at others hands to choose
Should my existence be in the hands of those who lack mental strength
Or in those who find joy in others pain
I just don't understand it all anymore
Human mentalilty has changed
A child 8 months of age
Brutually raped and killed
Tear sheads down my face
What poses others to do these things
I'm afraid to enjoy life
Cause I'm afraid it'll end in someones delight
How much I may hate to say this but
God forgive us
All of us
Forgive us for the wrongs we've done
Wrongs we know and don't
Forgive us
Guide us
Cause apprently we are too deep in the darkness
We're covered in your blanket of love and secuirty
But its to dark
So we're blinded by what's right and what's wrong
Give us that aide'n hand
Lead us to your rightcious path
We can't do it alone
Help us
Please hear our prayers
Our tear filled prayers
We need you
Bless upon us
A life changing for the better mircale
In the name of jesus
Were here in tough times
I can't even write any more
My mind is overflowing with unneeded
Unwanted information
God help me
God help us
I don't wanna be selfish
So aide us
Show us the light
Cause apprently for some strange reason
Even covered by your blanket of secuirty
I still feel scared
This world isn't what it use to be
People aren't what they seem to be
Words aren't what they use to mean
Not just any ole words
But yours
The words we need to abide by
The words we need to live by
Aren't any longer yours
Pastors are preaching what they want
And people are falsely beliving
This world we're living in has changed
I said it once and I'll say it again
I love this world
But I hate what its become
I pray day and night
But the devil shows his might
His strength is strong
But I know
your power is far greater
I never doubted that
My faith comes from that
This world needs your touch
This world needs your presence
In some way
Shape of any form
Come down unto us
And reform us
Rebuild us
Make us stronger to stand next to you and win this battle
We need you
Death is something we can't avoid
But should death be at others hands to choose
Should my existence be in the hands of those who lack mental strength
Or in those who find joy in others pain
I just don't understand it all anymore
Human mentalilty has changed
A child 8 months of age
Brutually raped and killed
Tear sheads down my face
What poses others to do these things
I'm afraid to enjoy life
Cause I'm afraid it'll end in someones delight
How much I may hate to say this but
God forgive us
All of us
Forgive us for the wrongs we've done
Wrongs we know and don't
Forgive us
Guide us
Cause apprently we are too deep in the darkness
We're covered in your blanket of love and secuirty
But its to dark
So we're blinded by what's right and what's wrong
Give us that aide'n hand
Lead us to your rightcious path
We can't do it alone
Help us
Please hear our prayers
Our tear filled prayers
We need you
Bless upon us
A life changing for the better mircale
In the name of jesus
Randomosity #54
I wanna mark the date
When you took my breath away
But its hard to keep record
When I'm left breathless everyday
Gasping for air
To breath
I inhale every bit of your atmosphere
Sounds a bit too mushy
And kinda cliché
But truthfully
That's the effect you have on me
Weak to my knees
Butterflies deep within me
Every touch you place upon me
Sends me to a frenzy
Physic ward my ass
I've gone crazy
Take away your love
And I'll go insane
Mentally distort
Emotionally destroyed
Physically aint a thing outta place
But look deeper within me
Notice somethings missing
Silence the world
And you'll hear somethings missing
The sound of your voice
The beat of my heart
How do I live
With out my heart in me
How can I continue existing
When your not a part of me
When you took my breath away
But its hard to keep record
When I'm left breathless everyday
Gasping for air
To breath
I inhale every bit of your atmosphere
Sounds a bit too mushy
And kinda cliché
But truthfully
That's the effect you have on me
Weak to my knees
Butterflies deep within me
Every touch you place upon me
Sends me to a frenzy
Physic ward my ass
I've gone crazy
Take away your love
And I'll go insane
Mentally distort
Emotionally destroyed
Physically aint a thing outta place
But look deeper within me
Notice somethings missing
Silence the world
And you'll hear somethings missing
The sound of your voice
The beat of my heart
How do I live
With out my heart in me
How can I continue existing
When your not a part of me
Randomosity #56
i wrote this while i was at work. people was pissin me off there so i had to go somewhere and relax and get my write on. but ummm.....yeah. pretty much here ya go
I wake up every morning
Scared to discover the truth for the day.
One truth that scares me the most
Is known that I woke up to another day.
Its a blessing
Yes
But now I'm standing in front view of the worlds cruelty and insanity.
It got me thinking,
Maybe,
Just possibly
Those who are blind
Are the lucky ones.
Unable to see the inhumanity
of those who exist directly in front of them.
They can't see what the world is tented with.
So they're eyes are free of hate
And envious destructive needs.
This is the world I'm living in,
Where I envy those who can't see.
Maybe if I'm granted this one envious need.
Than my fear of waking up every morning to face the world wouldn't be so great
But than
I wouldn't be blessed to see Gods hard work
I wake up every morning
Scared to discover the truth for the day.
One truth that scares me the most
Is known that I woke up to another day.
Its a blessing
Yes
But now I'm standing in front view of the worlds cruelty and insanity.
It got me thinking,
Maybe,
Just possibly
Those who are blind
Are the lucky ones.
Unable to see the inhumanity
of those who exist directly in front of them.
They can't see what the world is tented with.
So they're eyes are free of hate
And envious destructive needs.
This is the world I'm living in,
Where I envy those who can't see.
Maybe if I'm granted this one envious need.
Than my fear of waking up every morning to face the world wouldn't be so great
But than
I wouldn't be blessed to see Gods hard work
Randomosity #57
Wrote this while I was at work. I get bored easily when I'm there. Hope u all like it
Why are you crying?
Are they tears of joy?
Or tears of dismay?
Sad to see me leave
Or happy to see me pave my own ways even greater
And brighter?
Please don't cry
You've done your part
You've lead me this far
And now we must part ways
18 years of my life
You've held my hands
Now its time for you to let go
Let me hold my own hands
Allow me to discover life as I can
Just cause I'm leaving
Doesn't mean
I don't love you
I do
Trust me I do
But I'd be doin us both harm
If I decided to stay
Stayed and allowed you to pave my ways
You've seen me come from
Your baby boy
To your perfect gentleman
I have your strength
So you know I'll never fall
Bombarded with all things possible
But you know your son will never fall
I'm not built by my father
I'm molded from my mother
So you know I'm capable of them all
Everything you are
I am
And I stand strong cause of you
So don't worry about me
Know your perfect gentleman
Still your baby boy
Is all right
And its all cause of you
In four years I'll return
Its the path I've choose
Its the journey I wanted
You've protected me
Now I'll protect you
This army life
Is what I all ways wanted
Why are you crying?
Are they tears of joy?
Or tears of dismay?
Sad to see me leave
Or happy to see me pave my own ways even greater
And brighter?
Please don't cry
You've done your part
You've lead me this far
And now we must part ways
18 years of my life
You've held my hands
Now its time for you to let go
Let me hold my own hands
Allow me to discover life as I can
Just cause I'm leaving
Doesn't mean
I don't love you
I do
Trust me I do
But I'd be doin us both harm
If I decided to stay
Stayed and allowed you to pave my ways
You've seen me come from
Your baby boy
To your perfect gentleman
I have your strength
So you know I'll never fall
Bombarded with all things possible
But you know your son will never fall
I'm not built by my father
I'm molded from my mother
So you know I'm capable of them all
Everything you are
I am
And I stand strong cause of you
So don't worry about me
Know your perfect gentleman
Still your baby boy
Is all right
And its all cause of you
In four years I'll return
Its the path I've choose
Its the journey I wanted
You've protected me
Now I'll protect you
This army life
Is what I all ways wanted
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