RANDOMOSITY #9

Since I seen you
I've all ways wanted to...
Take a walk in the beach
And let the stress's of life escape us,
As we frolic in the sand
And play in the ocean
Without an once of care in us.
We'll try our best to scribble our names in the sand
Just before the sea and time takes it away.
Since I seen you
I've decided to be a better man.
No more kiddish games,
Or tierd lies.
I never wanted to hold up your life
So I made a change in mines.
Since I seen you
I've been trin to
Freeze time
And exist in that exact momment
When our lives coincided.
But now I'm love'n every momment we share
And every second we have together.
Since I seen you,
I've realized.
My world has gotten so much better
And my soul is back to normal.
But my heart is at a irregular beat.
A heart murmur if that's what u wanna call it.
Its beatin to a new
Unheard of rythem.
I love you too much
To seek medical help for it.
I love this beat my heart makes for you
Its Rarely unique
And describes you and me just perfectly : )

RANDOMOISTY #8

My hearts on my sleeves,
But I'm afraid of love.
I'll roll up my sleeves,
And make it harder for them to reach.
I'll make it a challenge for them to obtain my sacred treasure,
And gain control over me.
Don't hate me.
And don't frown upon me.
For my thoughts and actions,
Are methods of protection.
Something some people fail to belive in.
If my vulnerability is to be placed on my sleeves
Out in the open.
For anyone to violate and/or demean.
Than I'll take drastic measures
And protect my vulnerability at any and all means necessary

RANDOMOSITY #2

I wish you could see what I see.
I wish you could feel the exact same way as I do.
I wish you'd settle in your mind these feelin's I've been presenting you.
I'll never run out of love for you.
I'm built with trust and honesty.
So trust me when I honestly display my heart to you.
Your my world,
Let me repeat that again.
YOUR MY WORLD!
And I will never stray you wrong.
You'll never be left in the dark,
Lost and alone.
I love you.
So I'll never do you wrong.
I need you to understand me.
I need you to belive me.
And I need you to love me.
I understand others have done you wrong.
And I know your hearts been thru so much.
I cant go back and change your pass,
I'm sorry for that.
And apologize for others doings.
But I'm greatfull for there childish ways.
For It would of never brought you to me.
I vow to never do you wrong,
I swore to appreciate you
For you.
And cherish you like never before.
I'll never go back on my words.
All because
I love you.
But it seems my words are never heard.
My words just seem to echo out.
My emotions are yet to be received.
My love is yet to be accepted.
Yet to be understood.
My love goes unnoticed
And left for dead

VALENTINES

Its Feb. 14th,
A day of love.
A time we both live for.
Our minds full of thoughts.
So we express our minds thru our hearts.
I remember last year you gave me simplicity at its best form.
Priceless from your pocket,
But costly to my heart.
You excite me in more ways possible.
Last year was your year to shock and amaze me.
This year is my time to shine.
This year I'm taken your breath away.
Each and everyday,
In so many ways.
I'm taking your breath away.
This year will start a new begin'n of our new life.
For valentines day I'm asking you to be my wife.
I wanna be the prince you all ways dreamt of.
I wanna be the guy you pictured that all ways stole your heart.
I'm more than your friend,
And wanna be accepted as more than a partner.
I'm on one knee
Asking you to trust me.
Needing you to love me.
Feb. 14th 2003
Starts a new me.
A new you.
A brand new us.
So I'm asking you,
Will you be my wife?


I reread this poem countless times. Still remembering the first time I ever feel in love with you. Our love continues to grow so I'm reminded everyday of our love. You see, no matter the distant. No matter the circumstance between us. There's still a love that we'll have. Even with you gone. There's still that love that continues to build and grow within me for you. I'll cherish you till forever turns into eternity. I'll love you till eternity is extinguished with the lies of never. I'm finding ways to where I'll never let you go. Physically I've lost you but mentally your closer to me than you ever was. I love you and will all ways love you.

2/13/03
They said your heart failed to beat.
You never woke up from your slumber of peace.
My symbolism of love
I'll place beside your feet.
Hope'n someday soon
I'll resume my position on one knee.
Asking you to spend an eternity with me.
2/14/09
These feeling's still reside,
And just continue to intensify.
Soon someday,
In the eyes of God.
We'll reunite
And for the first time.
Be seen as husband and wife.


*hope you all got the concept i was trin to show for this. its as if the person pass'd away. hope i did good with it. lol*

RANDOMISTY #4

okay so this one i wrote in one day bored as crap at work. its not my actual Valentines Day poem. thats come'n soon =) (still thinkin if i should put up my other one that i sent to some people. *THINKIN*)



Breakfast................................................check
Shopping at the mall bright and early....................check
Lunch at your favorite place to eat......................check
Few hours at the spa.....................................check
A night time boat cruise around New York ................check


Some how find'n the funding for today? A possibility that's hard to grasp. I wanna show you the glamourous parts in life. But I don't want money to be the main source of how I can show you my love and affection for you. All that I have mentioned are things I wanna provide to you. I wanna show you that my love for you has no limitations and no type of boundaries. I wanna show you that even money it self isn't an option nor is it a flaw within our love. I just don't want money to be all that I rely on to show my love to you. I wanna be originally unique and one of a kind. I need feelings from my heart to reign out in its own way for you. In some kind of way I'll find a way to expose my heart to you. In some kinda confusing unheard of way, I will show you that this love I'm have'n for you is true and genuine.

RANDOMOISTY #1

SO BASICALLY I HAVE, WELL PROBLY HAVE, A.D.D. CAUSE I WAS WRITING A NEW POEM OR WRITING WHAT EVER YOU WANNA CALL IT. AND I GOT OFF TRACK AND WROTE THIS INBETWEEN THE WRITING I HAD ALL READY. SHIT THREW ME OFF COURSE. BUT HERE YOU ALL GO. O AND I'LL PROBLY POST UP MY VALENTINES JOINT UP NEXT NEXT WEEK. LOL, LIKE AFTER VALENTINES DAY



All that we had before
Escapes us.
We're allow'n new feelin's to find us.
New feelin's that should
Or shouldn't exist between you and I.
We left our humble home,
And our corrective path of friendship.
To pursue the possibility
Of a relationship.
Are we wrong to chase a dream?
We are living in a world built on dreams.
So are we wrong for following our dreams?
I'm starting to belive that
my dreams aren't fictional thoughts.
My dreams are my true thoughts.
Placed perfectly together to show my true feelin's for you.
Right now my dreams are memories.
Memories sent back from the future
To provide me with proof.
Proof that we'll soon be an existence.
Its the truth I've been looking for.
And Its the truth I've been waiting for
And surely that's the only truth I'm stickin with :)

LOVE IT

MY BOY POSTED THIS UP. I'M LOVE'N THIS VIDEO SO MUCH. I HAVE TO WRITE SOMETHING ABOUT IT SOON. REAL SOON. BEST VIDEO I EVER SEEN IN MY LIFE

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